This used to be such a happy and exciting time for me. I mean come on, who isn't excited for summer??? ME!!!! For me this means a summer without my kids........For me this is the first summer without them. For me this is a summer that is going to be very hard to get through. For me this is a summer I have to attend summer activities childless. I'm usually so excited about all the things that we can do. Beach, swim at Ry's, BBQ'S.......I miss them already thinking about it. I'll be coming home after work everyday without their welcoming hugs and kisses and screaming and yelling. I complain about it at times, but oh how I miss it when it's not there. I'll be looking in their bedrooms to perfectly made beds and all their toys in the right spots. NOT FAIR! I'm not one to wish away time, but for these next 2 1/2 months...I hope they fly by! For them I'm sure they'll have a wonderful time. It's beautiful where their Dad lives and there is a lot to do. I really hope they have a great time and enjoy! It's just going to be adjustment for Mom.I think sometimes....When did I sign up for this? Then I quickly snap back into it and realize I DIDN'T sign up for this. This was a situation that was so carelessly handed to me and my kids to deal with. So, that's what I'll have to do. Deal with it and power through it for Izzy and Sabby.
Iz and Sab,
I hope you two have a wonderful time this summer with your Dad. Make lots of stories that you can tell me all about when you get back. I cant wait to hear them. Remember that Mommy is always thinking of you two and loving you to pieces. I will miss you like crazy!
I look forward to picking you up in July for our vacation. It will be so much fun! Till then my babies, I love you and God bless you, talk with you everyday. Always remember "where you were sent from" don't forget! " from heaven to rescue me!" ( :
P.S. Don't forget to say your prayers and Iz brush good. Xoxoxoxo
Love, Mom
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